Pluto's Stroll Through My 12th House

By Rachael Wodock

For the first 30 years of my life, I saw no light at the end of the tunnel. I was an overweight child and severely bullied. I felt rejected by pretty much everyone in my life, felt pretty lost and like I had no one to guide me. It all instantly made sense the night before my 30th birthday, when I had what I believe was a kundalini awakening.

With Pluto about to leave Capricorn for the last time in a while, I realized that over the last 15

years I have had multiple awakenings. I grew up in a house absent of faith and religion; and I passionately identified as atheist up until around 20 years old. My kundalini awakening made sense in a million ways; including how absolute torturous dreams could be for me mostly as a small child, and even a little into my twenties. I was constantly fighting off armies of vampires, flying brown demons, dementors - trying not to let them steal my soul through the sole of my feet. I now see that as initiation.

The night before my 30th birthday and the night of my kundalini awakening, I attended a zoom meeting for a fibromyalgia support group where I met the functional medicine doctor that diagnosed me with Chronic Inflammatory Response Syndrome and Mold Toxicity. I was feeling hopeful to meet someone that could help me. Then I started to listen to this spiritual podcast called "Innerbloom." I ended up totally binging their podcast where they had episodes on things such as the great awakening of 2020, Lightworkers, and the fact that everyone has the ability to be psychic. As soon as they mentioned that people that are really difficult for us here on Earth are often our best friends on the other side - I felt vibration go all over my body. It kept pinging back and forth and I had to keep shaking it off. I was getting random muscle twitching and hot spots on my body. I tried meditating and was getting clear images! 

For a while I was riding a real high of realizing that I was psychic, meditating, getting visions,

reading, researching and going to receive reiki. About 6 months in, I got the news that I was

getting laid off. One day at work I received an email at 2:22 PM about a surprise HR meeting.

As soon as I saw the angel number I knew. The next year and a half were really hard. It was nice that I had a 7 month notice of lay off but I felt high pressure at work as we were losing staff, we prepared to shift our patients to a new company, and I remained unsure of my future. I ended up being laid off for 13 months. I stressed out for most of that time. 

Looking back, it was a blessing for me to have that time off from work. One of my favorite signs from my spirit guides came during the summer that I was laid off. My main spirit guides are native americans, who looking back had A LOT of influence on my life

growing up. The summer that I was laid off, I spent a lot of time gardening with my mom, who had summers off as a bus driver. I had asked her to find me a watering can, and she got one down from the attic that had that orange 80’s Tupperware vibe. So it had clearly had been up there for decades. I had been using it for a month, when I looked down and saw something floating in it. I poured it out to find that it was a tiny plastic blue native american figurine! I showed my mom and she said that she remembered when I got that from a bubble gum machine when I was really young. My spirit guides knew that I would find that sign there 27 years later when I was laid off and getting back in touch with nature after my awakening!I have since had a couple new jobs, studied multiple forms of healing, and put in a lot of time, energy, and consideration into my personal and collective healing. 

This past lion’s gate, I had a psychic development healing where it was confirmed my suspicions that I had strong shamanic roots and I felt like I had a whole new kundalini awakening that night! When meditating that night, I was alternating between bawling my eyes out and hysterically laughing and feeling grateful. I also felt vibrations starting at my heart then shooting out to the edges of my body and making me tingle so much I would have to shake it off and laugh! It felt similar to my awakening in 2020, but more intense and I understood it this time.

The energy is potent right now! I have been working overtime with my latest job, building my energy healing skills, continuing to do shadow work and taking on more leadership within my local spiritual community. As someone who loves a lot of down and alone time, it can be hard to be so busy. Looking back on these last 15 years, I am grateful for my inner transformation. Now that Pluto is about to strut through my first house, it’s time for the world to see my transformation!

Rachael is in her early 30’s and grew up/studied/lives in southeast PA. After studying Spanish and Nutrition then working in the field professionally for 6 years, she had a spiritual and psychic awakening. She continues to gratefully live a double life working a full time public service job while intensely committing to the healing process and strengthening her intuition. She is also passionate about cats, nature, music, laughing, and pushing herself to learn new things.